bingxiang/冰箱

「ビンシャン」と読みます。中国語で冷蔵庫のことです

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Truths Are Always Simple/真実はいつも単純

Truths Are Always Simple Once I tried to show how I was really greatBecause if the world accepted that, they would obey meWhat a shame! Could I obey someone because of hate?I had to accept others with love. Now I can see Today I tried to w…

Another Blue Sky/青空、もう一度

Another Blue Sky Once I couldn't work anymore, so had to stay in my roomWhat I did was just to drink heavily wishing to die soonYes, I strictly believed that I was a mistake and this life was a doomBut now I say that this is good even thou…

Like Wittgenstein/ウィトゲンシュタインのように

Like Wittgenstein To describe something is like looking at the sunBecause I can't get any firm feeling. It can't be achievedBut I want to enjoy that trial because it's just a funThis idea is from Ludwig Wittgenstein who I have strictly bel…

Natural Born Philosopher/生粋の哲人

Natural Born Philosopher I am now 48, and trying to remember the first memory of mineI should think about milk? Water? Or I tried to call my mom?As a baby, I could see the outer world for the first time. Is it fine?I must cry a lot, cause …

No Worries/だいじょうぶ

No Worries A friend of mine said "Sorry, my English is too poor"That comment made me sad. Hey, you don't have to be sorryBecause you're still a learner, so just try to express who you'reIf you apologize me again, I would show you a sad fac…

Staying Sober/シラフで

Staying Sober Once my life was really a lot of silly and childish liesAnd I couldn't remember what I had said as excusesPeople recommended me to stop drinking, but I couldn't accept that adviceAt last, I started attending the meeting the c…

Working/為事

Working Once my ex-boss said, "To be a thief!I won't tell you everything, so you read what I mean"I tried to steal something from him, but it was briefI couldn't become a good worker, and to see my senses weren't keen And now, I'm not anyo…

A Delightful Confession Song/喜びに満ちた告白を歌う

A Delightful Confession Song Oh my gosh. I must be my silly instinct's slaveI need to eat and drink if I am getting slimmerIf I drank a lot, then my stomach would start its raveTherefore I confess it, then my story will become other's glim…

I Trust The Trust/信じることを信じる

I Trust The Trust When I was seventeen, I pretended to be a deadWhat a miserable youth! I thought I had lost the rightAfter those days, I spent my life drunken in the bedBut as The Smiths sings, in my mind there was a certain bright light …

Life is big/人生は大きくて

Life is big A teacher said to me "Please tell me your dream!"I was a kid. She said I could become what I wanted to beI couldn't describe my thought. I even made a screamNow I become a nameless worker, and live like a tiny bee But I don't w…

A Bridge From A Fridge/冷蔵庫から生まれる橋

A Bridge From A Fridge It seems my mind is like a fridgeAt last, I've found a dream of becoming a bridgeA bridge, where people can encounter each otherThey might call them as a sister or a brother Yes, that must be too enormous to carryI c…

Crying For The Moon/月を求めて泣く

Crying For The Moon The normal human being is what once I wanted to beI tried so hard, but had to look at my kneeI can't change my shape, I must be hard as a treeI live this life with stubborn style, and that's me But what is normal? I've …

Emotion Apples/感情りんご

Emotion Apples A critic says that you should write what you feelDon't try to think, just feel. Then it becomes a good dealI try to follow that way, but it's like catching an eelTherefore I sometimes give up trying... but I won't steal A fr…

Dead Letters Ocean/死文字海

Dead Letters Ocean I remember that once I tried to stop my life, my timeAfter recovering from that, a friend told it's a crimeYes, now I can understand it. But you know that's I'mI couldn't understand the truth I had to treat as a prime I …

To Somewhere Nice/ナイスなところに向かって

To Somewhere Nice At a café, we enjoyed some songs of David ByrneSuddenly she asked to me, "Hey, why do you learn?"I thought of so many answers. To grow up, or to earnTime passed and it became another song's turn I could answer this, "I le…

After The Alcohol Abuse/アルコール漬けの日々のあと

After The Alcohol Abuse My boss used to say I'm too autistic to useThat's why I had done alcohol abuseNow I quit alcohol and enjoy Keith Richard's bluesYou might say it's uncool, but this is the life I choose I've worked in the same place …

Blue Sky Blues/青空小唄

Blue Sky Blues Why this kind of blue, beautiful sky makes me cry?I look up as if to pray God. But I can't say the reason whyJust Bob Dylan's blues sounds gracefully. I say "Oh my!"This scenery is gorgeous... I even can feel the expectation…

First Word, First Care/最初の言葉、最初の孝行

First Word, First Care How did I find the first word to speak?I try to find it, but I can't be a critiqueI'm just an amateur, and even worse, a freakYou know, some co-workers say I'm just a poem geek As an amateur, I imagine the day I said…

Skygazer/空を見上げて

Skygazer I always feel like a baby when I start to writeNo one once told me I must have the rightBut now, I can feel a certain esteem so I say it's alrightAll I try to do is just to record this precious sight But, Hey, Why this scenery is …

Rapid I Movement/急速ぼく運動

Rapid I Movement Though I am 48 now, my head has a lot of whyThose questions always buzz, and never say to me good-byeI keep on asking them even though my vitality will become dryThis is my life. For example, I start asking "Why I should d…

Esprit/エスプリ

Esprit A famous star says tomorrow is another dayIf I were a teenager, it would sound dismayCause I even thought why today is today. "Hey!That kind of banal thing is all the thing you can say?" Now I feel that star's saying is cool and rea…

Cubism Person/歩くキュビズム

Cubism Person My boss always says I'm really dumbI feel like I start chewing sour plumBut how should I feel? I can't feel numbI wanna live by writing with basic income But it's not what I wanna say. It's just the startCause my friends I me…

My Dream Plan/ドリームプラン

My Dream Plan Susumu Hirasawa said our unconsciousness is greatBecause it products a lot of dreams through its gateBut if I talked about them, then I would hesitateHow do you feel about this opinion? Could you wait? Yesterday I wrote about…

Jail of Mine/ぼくの檻

Jail of Mine Even though within my dream, I've never become a femaleThen it can mean I've been caught in a sex jail?Yes, I'm only a prisoner of my imagination like a snailIf so, how can I get out of there? I need a holy grail? I'm a prison…

Nomad/ノマド

Nomad "You should do what you want. you can do!"You always said so and it made me blueYou might have forgotten this. It's like a fluAlthough I thought your words weren't true I couldn't say this. What is my dream?I should do any therapies …

Within Ourselves/すべてはぼくらの中で

Within Ourselves I wonder how far I can think or imagine within my mindThis is banal, but I started thinking when I was quarantinedMy friends created various masks. Well, really well-minedThough at that time I had felt I must be a kind of …

Dreaming of a Party (in my 1LDK)/夢見るパーティータイム(悲しき1LDK)

Dreaming of a Party (in my 1LDK) Almost all the people say that I'm a strange manThat comment reminds me of Eminem's sad and great song "Stan"But who else can I be? I feel like I'm in a trash canWhere is my soulmate? I'm like Rocky Balboa …

Lowlander/低い人

Lowlander Once I used to buy a lot even though I wasn't richCould I quote Radiohead? I had felt "my eternal itch"But now, I am satisfied with a few things as Nintendo SwitchI can't explain why this could happen... I must have "glitch"? Any…

The Bends/潜水病

The Bends I'm thinking about the final moment once I tried to look forI even tried to find the "suicide manual" at a bookstoreYes, I guess this kind of idea must be a very terrible hardcoreBut I can't say that I'm now free from that desper…

My Friend From Pangea/パンゲアから来たぼくの友だち

My Friend From Pangea I'm Tatsuro, a Japanese. This is a friend of mine, HydeIndeed, it's my imaginary friend. But it has always been my guideCould I describe it to you? Well, it must be blue-eyedI found it in a small town at a splendid se…